I like where we are, here.

I have come to decide.

Life is going to do to you what it pleases. As long as you don”t fight it, it won”t be too difficult. 

Shit happens, you get sad for a while, get the fuck over it, pick yourself back up and go on with your life.

Someone always has it worse.

Keep your business between yourself and those who you care about.

People may come and they may leave at some point, just let it happen. This is not to say to push important people away, just don”t fight for a lost cause.

Everything will be just fine.

Wake up every morning and tell yourself something you are happy about. You will notice a change in yourself like no other. You begin to have a higher self worth. You grow into yourself a little better when you try to love yourself.

Be happy. When your heart is hurting, attempt to see the best side. Smile, because that is your most beautiful face. If you trip and fall, dust off you knees and smile, because when you are falling, for a little bit you were flying. Just, smile.

Breathe in, breathe out, repeat this until you can’t do it anymore.

I have tried to be somethings and I have just fallen into being others. You just need to know that you are yourself.

I am Rachael Elizabeth Warren. I am happy. :)

Today has ended quite terribly.

I can’t sleep, but I let Dustin sleep because he needs it. Dad decided I can’t take him with me to North Carolina, because in three years I won’t even remember his name. I fucking hate that. I have been looking forwrd to this for a year! And suddenly I can’t, He already said yes but now he has withdrawn that statement to crush my dreams of a happy summer. I had fun with him today, he’s the best but I want to take him with to see my family and get to know everyone.

God I’m worried about mom. I know I shouldn’t. It’s fine now but I fucking worry. She’s my mommy. What would I do without my mamma?? It’s near the end now so I think she is alright completely but what if, you know?

These exams are kicking my ass. I don’t even know what the fuck to do! I am going to fail and have been yet more of a waste of money.

I want to curl up and end, because these problems and more depress and exhaust me quite so. Goodnight shitty cruel world. I hate you.